It's The Little ThingsI met up with Fiona today for Coffee.. She's back from her exchange program in Canada. As usual we bitched about our lives, our boyfriends, our obsession with food, diet and self image.. It's a girl thing. Some things never change. I kept whining about how I wanna be a boy.
me:Fi, I WANNA BE A BOY!
Fi: I know la. I read it in your blog. Eee. I like being a girl.
me: I don't want.
Fi: I'd rather have all these emotionals than be so heartless.
What she said makes so much sense.. MEN ARE VOID OF FEELINGS. The only time they feel something is when they ejaculate. And then they're back to their usual yucky self. PUI! I pui at men. I've decided that I'm going to be a men hater. I will hate all men. I will try la. Haha..
Spending that few hours with Fiona reminded me how much I miss hanging out with my girls from St Nicks. Fiona mentioned that she wanted to sleep over last Friday but decided not to ask me cos she thought that we are too old for that kinda shit. We are NEVER too old for slumber parties. Not when we're 22, not when we're 30, not when we're 40, 50 or even 60.
One thing I know for sure, no matter how old I get, what job I specialise in, who I marry (if that day really comes ... haha), the friendship between me and my girls will never change. True, we may drift apart from time to time, but the bond will always be there. We will just pick up from where we left and always have each other to count on. I really really miss the good old days. I'm very blessed to be able to grow up with such wonderful friends. All these years of friendship.
Here's a toast to my girls. May we have many more beautiful moments together.
No more talk of...I've decided that I'm never gonna write anything about work here. Maybe alittle here and there about how freaking stressed I am. But nothing more. I've had enough of shit from busybodies. ARGH.
Why must some people be so bloody kaypo? Being kaypo is already bad enough, the mouth still so bloody big. This kinda people should put their time and mouth to better use. A couple of suggestions would be to stop babbling bullshit and enough of stuffing your face. Don't think I don't know you use your mouth for eating and eating and eating (besides talking cock). I can so tell from your physique. Hit the gym for crying out loud, I swear I can see 'kankles' already. Haha... It's not like I'm very slim but at least I'm working on it. HAH! In your face, fatty. So now you can just piss off from my blog because there will not be anything for you to read about my work. bitch.
Have a long & wonderful weekend my dear friends.
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BIG, HOT & SWEATYAs promised these are the pictures that were taken during IFBB at Kallang. The competition was fun and really exciting because quite a number of 'lao jiao' (old birds) took part...
I've uploaded some of the videos so do click on the links to watch them. The pictures are not very well taken.. neither are the videos. BUT SO FUCKING WHAT? haha.. Can see can already right??? Of course the real deal was much better. Anyhow, just make do and enjoy.
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Dear dear Denise & her BROTHER, Sean B. I just realise that I don't have a nice picture with Denise! THAT IS A DISASTER! We must take pictures together in our bikinis soon ok? And then show it to Batista. Hahaha.. I mean show yours not mine... Hurhur..
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Adrian & me.. Before Nationals began..
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I secretly took this picture of Denise.. haha...
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Don't cha wish your boyfriend was hot like this? haha..
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Some random pictures.. don't ask me who's who cos I can't remember.. haha..
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Adrian took 1st place in his category and also the Mr Singapore title.. You hard work paid off A.T. Looks like you didn't diet and suffer for nothing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ci9n4yWKTg&eurl=
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Tong.. check out his video. His abs are .. are... gosh I'm speechless..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_OWg4VGsPZE&eurl=
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The top 3 of the 80-85 kg category.. Congratulations to Tong. He is really damn SOLID.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-qkET72Af5A&eurl=
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I can't remember what category this is.. but I do know it's the heaviest. 85 to 90kg? Haha.. This is the link to the one minute pose down..
Ladies & gentlemen, for your eyes only:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gwq3N3Co-Cg&eurl=
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The winners of each category vying for the coveted title of Mr Singapore.
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Our girl Joan. She's representing Singapore in the Asian Games. Check out that body. Woah!
Click on this link to catch her guest pose at Nationals:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_GUWm132GIk&eurl=
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The EYE thingDr Sim put me on MC today. Both my freaking eyes are infected! & I'm not suppose to be wearing contact lenses or eye makeup! I freaking can't follow his orders! It's my job to wear makeup. Sheesh. HOW NOW?
He gave me 2 different eye drops and antibiotics. Thank God it's not contagious. I really don't wanna be on MC because I'm still bearing a target (MC or not). DAMMIT. I must so chiong tmr. In my hideous glasses.
Anyways I've gotten the pictures & videos for Nationals. I'm trying to upload the videos so that I can post it here. Will prob be done by wed or so... Well, here are some pics with the girls at the counter.. We were bored. haha..
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Maz, Me, Vani & Fifi..
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squishy faces...
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Maz & me.. being complete retards..
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Vani & me!
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Vani & Maz..
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Enter The DragonIt rained dogs, cats and the whole damn zoo so I didn't get to tan. Instead, I watched the movie 'Prime' which starred Uma Thurman and some young dude. It's about this 37 year old chicko who gets down and dirty with a 23 year old aspiring artist who lives with this grandparents. Of course the show wasn't just about sex between an aunty and a kid. There was definitely more to it.
As I watched Uma make out with this young dude, I felt pretty excited by the thought of being 37 and having a young kid eating outta your hands. Her description of him being so eager to please, making love on every absolute area, the purity and innocence of teaching a young thing about the act of love. Sounds hot doesn't it?
Actually I couldn't help but feel that there was a role reversal here. It seemed like something a men would do and feel. I mean, seriously how many girls do that? How boring. Girls should evolve and become more like men.
Stupid men. They get all the fun just because they think like animals.
All men are the same. The just have different faces so you can tell them apart -Marilyn Monroe
Sometimes I wish I am a man.
It's good to be a man because you don't have to leave the room to adjust your private parts.
I will have PMS NO MORE.
I will not worry about being bloated.
I can eat the whole of Singapore and not give a shit.
Eating disorders will never be a part of my life.
Cellulite? Stretchmarks? What's that?
I can fart anywhere and anytime.
I can have lots of sex with no emotional strings attach.
I don't have to worry about getting pregnant when I don't use the rubber.
I can pee almost anywhere.
It's legal for me to burp loudly and scratch my balls.
No one will grope me when I'm at a club.
I won't cry for nothing.
Don't you just wish? I would love to be the bastard for once.
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Why? How come? Tell me.I have so much to write that I don't even know where to start.. This has been a rather eventful week for me. Last weekend I got into a minor accident with a cab. Thank God no one was injured. Dad's mercs wasn't badly damaged, but I can't say the same about the cab. I don't really want to go into details cos I'm still pretty much traumatized by the whole hoo-ha.
I haven't uploaded the pictures of Nationals yet because the camera is with my Xiaoyi. Will upload and write about it in another entry once I get my hands on it.
Anyways, I think I'm getting fat again. Bloody hell. I really have to watch my fucking diet. ARGH. I'm loading too much carbs which is turning into fats in my body! Recently I've been getting weird cravings. The stress at work isn't helping that much either. The targets are getting higher but the crowd remains or worst, lessen.
Seriously I hate the effects of stress. My period is all over the place. It either comes too damn late or too damn early. I get the munchies and all. Then I freak out a little, feel disgusting and fat and 'chiong' my cardio at the gym. Bloody hell. I ran 8km yesterday and today I did 10km in less than 55min. I was so focused that I didn't even care when my calves start to hurt. Now my stupid toes have huge blisters on them and I have to lay off running. WHATEVER. I hate it. (Hate what? I don't even know what I hate now.)
Sometimes I really hate being a girl. I don't understand why I have to care so much about how I look, how heavy I weigh, being paranoid about stretchmarks, cellulite and water retention. I hate the feeling of losing control of myself. I hate that I freak out whenever I feel bloated or fat.
Why do most girls that I know go through this kinda shit? Why do we allow weight, food, the fear of getting fat control us? I'm at the age where I should be sensible enough to disallow such shannigans to bother me. Somehow I can't. & I know I'm not the only one who feel this way. Why? Why? Why? TELL ME.
Guys don't have that kinda problem. Well at least not most of them. They eat, fuck, train, fuck, sleep, fuck, drink, fuck, play, fuck... ( yes there is hostility in that sentence).. What's with this love hate relationship I have with men? ARGH. It would be so nice if we could just fuck them all off. Men can be real bastards. Seriously, is sex all they every think about? Why do some men fuck anything that's in a skirt? Even if the guy's attached, married or some shit.. How come? Why? I don't understand and I want some answers. Don't tell me it's their raging hormones. That is such a lame excuse to cheat on their partner. Even if a guy is single, why is there a need for him to try to fuck as many girls as possible? Is having multiple sex partners a kinda sport for them? Maybe the Olympics should incorporate that and have split categories. The men can all fight to get the medal (and STD).
Ok I'm just being emo here so everyone can just ignore me. I just want to get that out of my system. I really wanna write more about work but I have already learnt my lesson not to ever since some busybody went to my counter to spread some shit about me.
Anyways I went to church today. It's been a long time since I went for service since my job requires me to work on weekends. It felt really good to be in the presence of God. The message was fantastic. It really spoke to me regarding the trials I'm going through at work. I know that my God is good and He will never fail me nor forsake me. " As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil." I will rest in Him and just be loved.
Had dinner at home with the family, Xiaoyi and Uncle Gary. We watched the reruns of " Why your votes matter". Gosh I felt so embarrassed for those journalist and undergrads. I felt that some of them were quite rude in a subtle manner and their body language was terrible. They appeared to be so defensive and some of their questions and rebuttals doesn't make sense. Maybe I've misinterpreted wrongly but as I was watching them, I got the impression that they were trying to challenge MM Lee. My goodness. Personally I felt that some of their questions and statements held no substance. It's national television for crying out loud! Geesh. It was a good laugh anyhow. I love MM Lee. If it wasn't for him and his strong team, Singapore would never be where she is today.
This post is pretty much all over the place. But I don't care. I'm tired. Thank God I'm gonna be off for the next 2 days. I'm going to take this time to train hard, sun tan, listen to Pastor Prince CDs (sermons), catch up on my sleep and pack my room. I'm such a boring person. Haha. Sometimes, the simple things in life makes everything seem so perfect.
Happy Easter! Be Bless.
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Don't disturb me, I'm thinking about sexI'm off today.. & Sunday too! Yay! Nationals at Kallang. So freaking' excited, I can't wait. There'll be like how many half naked men on display. Haha.
Anyways I hung out with my baby Candice today. We did nothing as usual, just stoned, have coffee and I got my thongs from New Urban Male. Gosh, one of the guys there is absolutely delicious. ARGH. He's so damn cute I could just eat him.
As we were stoning and bitching about our lives (and everyone else who went by.. just kidding), Candice & I came to a conclusion that we have no idea what our market value is. Don't say 'What market value' cos I will just kill you.
Sex, lies & the truth.. most of the time our conversation lingered around those topics. I wonder what will happen if I put myself on the market again. Hmmm... I'm being fucked up again. Shit. I think I'm too tired. Will blog once the nationals are over.
& there will be pictures of hot bods.
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Do it, the Brazilian wayI went for my first brazilian waxing today. Sorry no pictures to be posted. It's illegal. Haha..
The appointment was made about a week ago. Denise and I planned to do it together but her freaking period had to come 2 days before. So I did it alone.. she came to gave me support, or rather, laugh at what an 'ayam' I am.
Anyways I've done bikini waxing and stuff but never went completely bald below. It was rather painful but bearable. I've always thought I had a pretty high threshold for pain.. I'm beginning to wonder if that's true. I prefer the feeling of getting pierced or getting a tattoo.
The soreness was like.. eewwww.. OUCH. Denise said she could hear me crying 'Pain! Pain!' from the room. Haha.. how embarrassing! I love how my 'bai bai' looks now.. so cute and clean. I feel very sexy today knowing that I'm 'naked' down under. Haha.. like a kid who hasn't reached puberty.
When I got to work, I showed Vani how it looks when it's clean. She said it's very nice.. When Karen heard that I went to wax everything off, she told the girls to catch me and strip me. Haha.. Luckily I was fast and ran off.. PHEW. Karen can get so crazy at times. It's whacked but hilarious. Haha..
Well, so bloody sleepy. Gonna hit the sack. Update training with Celestine tomorrow on the new M.A.C. collections. I can't wait.
xoxo
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