yesterday morning, as i walked to the train station i thought of lena. i've pretty much stopped crying but i still think of her whenever i see something beautiful, hear something familiar, feel something comforting or smell something sweet. i wonder if she could sense all that i feel.
i'm not planning to hit my target this month. i'm getting really tired of sales. there are times when i feel like i really wanna quit because the stress is getting to me. i never liked doing sales. in fact it's the one thing i hate most in the world.
what i really want is to become an outstanding makeup artist (cum personal trainer), not a top salesgirl. i joined M.A.C. because i really love makeup artistry. i want to make people beautiful. sigh.. i wish there was such a job whereby i can do whole body makeovers for individuals.. body and face.. cool isn't it? combining my passion and love for fitness and makeup.
i've decided that this month is the month. i am going to take in walk in makeovers & eyebrow trimmings. screw that bloody target. so my dear friends who needs a makeover anytime, drop me a text ok?
my darling cousin pearl got me a really good book from church. it was written by pastor joel osteen i think.. - your best life now. or something along those lines.. i'm almost done with it but i'm going to read it again. it really encourages me and i feel closer to God. go read it.
posted by Melissa @ 6:48 PM
