I'm too tired to come up with a title for this entry. It's been almost a week since I've touched the computer. The past few days have been crazy. It's been gym in the mornings at 7 and work till 10 at night. By the time I get home and onto bed it's past midnight.. phew..
Standing for 8 over hours in killer heels is no joke. My feet is still sore and it feels numb most of the time. Anyone knows where to get comfy but 'hot' looking BLACK shoes?? It seems like sexy & comfy footwear don't exist.
Anyway, I'm station at CK Tang M.A.C. for another week before going for an intensive one week training at Estee Lauder.. There will be a reshuffling and I may be stationed somewhere else, I don't know.. Hopefully I get to stay on at CK Tang.
I won't be earning any commission just yet because I'm still under training. M.A.C will only give me a target to hit after my week's training at HQ. But it's cool because I love helping people shop for their make-up, testing colors on them.. basically just helping them look more marvellous. :)
Some of my friends who saw me were shocked that I was working at the counter (I'm NOT refering to you chickpea aka eyeliner loser.. hee hee). I've received hurtful comments like:
"why did you quit your PR job to work here? This job is for people who cannot study you know.."
"The pay very good meh? Why you wanna be sales girls issit?"..
"You were holding a executive position leh.. now you've become a sales girl.."
The comments did get to me initially but I've realised that for the past week I have been very happy. I may be tired physically but so far I've never felt that going to the counter everyday is work. I'm actually doing something that I really enjoy.. & I don't regret resigning from the PR job at all.
Sure it may seemed like there are no prospects in this field but I believe that with time and passion, I will be able to build a list of clientele. Who knows? I could become a famous makeup artist one day. There's nothing my God cannot do for me.
Well, those people who do not believe in me and actually belittled me because of my job are not my real friends anyway. I just wanna say thank you to my dear dear friends who stuck by me and gave me their full support when I got this job. It wasn't easy getting in M.A.C and I will perservere no matter what.
More updates when I'm less tired. Right now I just need some sleep.. Oh yes, Muscle War was pretty boring today.. & Congratulation to Daniel Zhang for getting 3rd place.. I actually thought he would come in 2nd.. Something is wrong with the judges.
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M.A.C Girl.Be bold. Be different. Be M.A.C.I'm starting my new job on Monday at M.A.C. I'm so excited I don't even know how to express myself.
I don't know what to expect but I know that with God's favor I will shine. M.A.C fans, you know who to look for now when you want to purchase any M.A.C products yar..
Oh yes, boys, M.A.C. cosmetics make great gifts for your girlfriends too! (Vday is coming up)haha.. Come look for me and I'll help you out.
It hasn't been confirmed where I'll be station but I'll update you all once I get my posting.
Cheers.
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Happy Birthday Superman!Grandpa turned 75 on Sunday.. everyone got together to celebrate this joyous occasion.. I relish moments like this.. They don't come very often, maybe once or twice a month.. family gatherings are great.. :) love 'em.
Don't really have much to write so here are the pics from the birthday dinner..
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The Happy Family
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Cweetster (pearl) & me..
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chocolate on our teeth.. eeewww.. but yummy..
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what's up with ryan?
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Xiaoyi, the kids & grandpop.
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A DISGUSTING random picture my aunt took at Christmas..
How Gross!
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Sending Fiona off at the airport..
I carry your heart. I carry it in my heart.
Fiona is in Canada for exchanged. Debbie is in Belgium.. Thank God Xiaowei is back from Melbourne.
Sometimes growing up really sucks. I'm turning 22 in less than a month and deep down, I still feel like a child.
Everyone walks different paths. Some are still studying, some are working. Our busy schedules clashes and and so often it's really tough to meet up.
The older we are, the more we have to let go. Certain things need not be said to be felt. Of course I miss the young carefree days when we were back in St Nicks- the crazy unthinkable things we did, the diets we went through together, the laughter, tears and joy we shared. Wonderful moments that are held dearly as mere memories now.
But I guess this is all part and parcel of life. I'm really grateful that God has given me friends who have stuck by me through these years. Even though we may not be close in distance, we are in heart. And that in itself is a comfort.
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Overdue UpdatesThis is gonna be pretty off cos it's the 2nd week into the New Year and I'm only uploading some of the pictures now.. Haha.. NYE 2005 was a quiet affair this year. Unlike last year's where there were twice the amount of people, twice the amount of alcohol and twice the size of me. haha...
Debbie is still in belgium, Edward wouldn't join us (HAH! I knew it. You'll only come if Debbie was around!) , Xiaowei & Joyce flight back to Singapore is only in Jan and Feb... It may not be a huge happening party but the love and warmth were there. We came with the same boyfriends in 2004 and brought the same ones in 2005. Han was the only one with a new guy. Haha.. oh well..
Anyways, I was reading the old entry on my previous blog that is hidden far far away... :
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Goodbye 2004... hello 2005
It's been a great year.. I think... Or is this something people say when the new year approaches? Spent 6 months in school & the other 6 months at MTV.. well, nothing interesting about my life as usual.. just the norm sex scandals, lesbian action, been in & out of love, gettin' high on drugs *hurhurhur* ..
But I am grateful that I've survived another year. Didn't think I'd still be alive *habouring sucidal thoughts again* (nah, just kidding)... Looking forward to living 2005, I don't know what it has in stored for me, BUT I know it's gonna be good.
I was thinking of writing a New Year's resolution list, but WHY THE FUCKIN' HELL should I restrain myself from doing anything? The list will probably ignite the rebel in me! Haha.. & I'll probably smoke 10 times more, NOT lose any weight, have too much sex, spend all my money, contradict myself a million times more... you get the picture. Ok. NO NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS for me.. Hell, I'm drunk...
New Year's Eve...
the girls decided to hang out at Fiona's place.. No more celebrating special occasions with Singapore! I'm dead serious. After getting my boobs squeezed at the freakin' Sentosa Foam Party 2002, I've made a pledge NEVER to party during the New Year/ Christmas. Period.
Besides, what's better than spending special days with people you love? I figure that I don't love everyone in Singapore.. riiiiight?
The girls arrived around 8 with their dates... We didn't waste time & got naked immediately.. Oh gawd, I love mass orgies... it was so hot.. HAH! YOU WISH!
The real deal was just hanging out & having a great time..Everyone brought food... pasta, chicken, potato salad, beef, Fiona's healthy chicken curry, beehoon.. blah blah blah... red wine & booze... It was a meal full of calories & fats... OH the SIN!...
We took pictures, drank till Debbie started prancing around the room, hugging everyone.. She's crazeee I say.. just hanging out, laughing, bitching.. It was a blast! As always I love hanging out with them...
Thank you my babies
I had a FUCKIN' wonderful time my darlings.. Love you guys... Huihan, Fiona, Debbie, Joyce, Xiaowei, Serene, Sherry, Shirlin Jemma (who dropped by for like half an hour, btw, your joke was REALLY bad.. haha)... and the guys who 'liven' the party.. Des, Mark, Edward, Raj, Jiyi (sherry, did I get it right?) & jemma's bf.. hahahaha
We should do this more often.. One more time before Joyce goes back to Melbourne.. shucks Joyce, maybe this time you can bring Michael.. I need him to diagnose me, I think I'm suffering from a rare sickness called 'Give- Michael- Hell' syndrome.. hahahaa...
Well, 2005, here I come. More sex escapades, more lovin', more kisses, more hugs.... xoxo
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You know what? I actually fufilled a couple of the so called 'resolutions' that I did not make! I lost more 10 kg, I have stopped smoking (almost) and I'm definitely less horny! Haha... Woohoo. 2006 is going to be a blessed year because I have Jesus & I will shine for Him! YAY!
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Des & Raj.. oblivious to their surroundings.. as usual. Boy will be boys.
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Well, I don't know why Fiona never keeps the Christmas tree.. It's already 2006 for crying out loud!
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Sherry, me, Fiona & Serene..
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Serene & Sherry..
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Des & me
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NEW YEARS EVE 2004
Sherry, Serene, Shirlin, Xiaowei, Joyce, Huihan, Me, Debbie & Fiona
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Debbie's drunk already.
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Haha.. I love this one..
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Love holds us together.. Cheers to Friendship.
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Another boring one.I wanted to change the blog skin cos this is really yucky. But I'm too damn freakin lazy to search for one. Besides, most of them are ugly. Hahaha. However, I must give them some credit for being about to create a blog skin right?? (though majority of the designs are crap)
Anyway my white spots are clearing up and I'm getting fairer. The guys at Cali are now calling me 'lil' white girl' instead of the usual 'lil' black'. This is bad news. Stupid rain go away. Come again another day.. lalala...
I finally rebonded my hair! Yay! It's super straight now.. Thank God it didn't turn out flat, cos I have naturally thick wavy hair.. So the effect turned out pretty well.. I can like flip my hair now and act all sexy & sultry. Haha.. Hey, I got at least 5 compliments about my hair today at the gym ok! Even the hot Swedish swimming instructor said he loved my hair! Haha.. it really sucked doing cardio with my hair down. The yucky sweat caused my hair to cling onto my neck. Argh. A real pain but it can't be helped, I'm not suppose to tie it up for the time being.
You know how half the girls on the streets has rebonded hair and most of them look the same- skinny, flat head, fair. Hahaha.. what an unfair statement to make but it's true no? There are thousands of clones of these white, frail flat hair girls all over our 'not- so- sunny- anymore' island (yes I'm sore about the weather).
I have absolutely nothing against these girls. Our Singaporean guys seem to dig these type of chicks. Haha. Too bad I'm not like them otherwise I may have tonnes of suitors now... hur hur... I'm black (maybe light brown for now), a tad too muscular for a girl (that's what my stupid bro said! But the boys at Cali said I'm fine!) and I don't have flat hair! Heeheeee...
That's enough of crap for now. I am getting hungry. Beef for dinner! I can eat a whole cow I swear.. hhhmmmmmm......
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New Year, New Beginnings?I told myself that I'm gonna start the new year by eating 'clean'. Eating 'clean' my ass! I woke up on Sunday, the first day of the new year, feeling hungry for something sweet. I opened the fridge and there it was! A chocolate fudge cake with bananas.. So I ate some of it. Then the boys ( Ryan, Zach, Joseph, Kelvin, Lydia) woke up and we had chocolate fondue for breakfast! DAMMIT.
Ben is right. I am a chocolate junkie and there is no denying it. I can't eat 'clean' with chocolates in this world!
I so need to write up an eating plan.. Al Morgan(the manager of the personal trainers at Cali) offered to do one for me.. But I hardly know the fellow, so I don't want any favors from him. Edwin ( another trainer), told me to give him my chocolates so that I won't eat them. LIKE WTF? I'm NOT gonna do that. Haha...
Black & WhiteI'm doomed. My arms are infested with white spots. Mom bought me some white spot medicine to apply which ate up my skin leaving them raw and pink. The skin has healed but the freakin' white spots are still there. sob.
I went to Dr Sim this morning for oral medication. He told me that white spots, some type of fungus, are found on everyone! *gasp* It depends on how active these germs are. My skin has been overexpose to the sun and chlorine that's why the cells are weaken and the fugly spots start to show. BOOHOO... My beautiful tan has white 'graffiti'. This is depressing cos I've had many compliments on how even my tan is.. And I take pride in that! geesh.
Now my brother calls me 'Leopard'.. And my sis said I look like I have leprosy (is that how u spell it?) ARGH. Dr Sim's medication better work. Or else I'll just... just... die... :( *dramatic sobs*
Bickering Over CaloriesBeen fighting with Des quite a lot these days. Over bodybuilding and his diet. I hate it that he is so uptight about what he eats. All my friends lead normal lives with their boyfriends. Their boyfriends swallow burgers at Carls' Junior, devour ice cream at Ben & Jerrys, slurp Martinees at AlleyBar. I don't even want to start on what he eats. I feel nauseous just thinking about it.
Eating out is a chore because we can never agree on what to eat. It's always subway (which I do love btw) or some Japanese place where there is lots of sashimi (YUCKS). Don't get me wrong I love Subway and jap food. It's just that I wish I could share my popcorn with him at the movies or pig out on KFC once in a while. It's not jsut about what he eats but also when he eats. He has to have food in his stomach every 2 to3 hours! ARGH. It's so annoying to be out shopping and suddenly he tells me that he needs to eat.
We had a HUGE fight 3 days ago. I initiated a breakup. He refused. He asked if he was like a ball to me- I just throw him away as and when I please and he still bounces back no matter what. What a thing to say! That is so not true. It's just so tiring to have the same argument over and over. I don't know how much longer I can tolerate this.
I want to be supportive. I mean, it takes a hell lot of discipline on his part. I respect him for that. But it's just so hard for me to tolerate his behaviour. I tried to show him that I'm with him by cooking 'clean' meals for him.
But sometimes, a girl just wants to have a nice meal with her boyfriend without worrying about how 'clean' the food is.
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