Utopia, My Happy Place

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

i have never felt more ugly and fat. the sight of my reflection just irks the living hell out of me.

it disturbs me, the way i feel about myself. all these feelings of ugliness and being fat just makes me feel useless and undesirable.

i just don't want to be seen. sometimes i wish i could choose to be invisible.

why is it so hard to be perfect? if only i were perfect..

7 comments

Comments:

u know what melissa?
i feel the same.
i wish i can vanish from the world.

# posted by

Anonymous : 2:22 AM

your perfect already, its just you eyes playing tricks and the world's obsession with trying to look like another person

# posted by

Anonymous : 12:29 PM

Accept what you cannot & change what you can.

# posted by

Ghost : 10:22 PM

Accept what you cannot & change what you can.

But it's hard...

# posted by

Ghost : 10:23 PM

i guess u're goin thru depression.

nobody's perfect, u shld learn to be contented and not let ur inferior self take control of u

# posted by

Anonymous : 8:43 PM

i guess we all have our fat days...just that some of us can get over them easily and some of us can't.
-huggies-

# posted by

els : 6:55 AM

Don't be perfect la.

You'll have more things to live up to! :P

# posted by

silverwingsiren : 7:53 AM