I have been so busy and stressed that I didn't even have time to come online. I have been working at M.A.C. for over a month and as stressful as it is,I'm still lovin' it.
Trying to hit the target is really damn bloody hard. I mean if there was people around, it would be easier. But the M.A.C. counters have been so quiet. A ghost town you can call it. I even gave up my off days just to go back to work to try and hit my target.
I'm so stressed that for the first time I've actually missed my period. I freaked out at first cos I thought that I was pregnant. Thank God I took the pregnancy test today and it turned out negative. It's so weird cos I NEVER missed my period unless I'm on a super strict diet which I'm so not at this point of time..
Sigh. I wanna thank those who supported me by buying cosmetics from me. Really grateful for the support. In times like this (stress, frustration, fatigue) , I'm starting to miss my carefree days. For some reason, everyone seemed busy these days. Some with their boyfriends, some with clubbing and drinking, some are abroad. Don't know why I'm feeling so emotional. Maybe I'm just really tired from the lack of rest.
Debbie, Fiona and Xiaowei, I really miss you guys. Truly.
If only things could be like they used to be. But this is life. Everyone has to grow up. I know that if Debbie was here, she would hug me and tell me that everything will be ok. Fiona and I can relieve our stress by binging on bread and ice-cream or indulge in retail therapy. And Xiaowei, haha, she will just irritate the shit out of me that no matter how upset or angry I am, I will just loosen up.
I don't really know what Candice, Huihan and the whole gang is up to. It seems like they are too preoccupied with something else. Oh well. I'm just tired. Gotta catch up on my sleep. It's another long day tomorrow.
posted by Melissa @ 9:32 PM
